curse.

i hope you DIE and rot in hell.
you're a f*****g asshole i tell you.
you may never read this, but be aware that i'll be cursing you and praying bad things happen to you till the day i die.
someone as low as you deserves no place on this earth.

anyway, i know the last post i wrote kinda ended without a note, thats coz i was in my dad's office and we had to leave so i just finished abruptly, and was like i'll come home and edit it, but i completely forgot.and now it'll be a bit dumb to edit, coz some might have read it already. i don't have anything to write about today. it was picture day and then we had sukantara..it'll be picture day again tomorrow.

i just needed to come and blow some steam off, coz i'm in one stupid shit mood right now.i'll come blog again when i've calmed down..don't think that'll happen anytime soon.

saturday.

its been a week..waah, i think it must be happening again..the same thing happened to my myspace and friendster blogs..after some time i just lost interest in blogging..then, i came across blogger the holidays after pmr, thanks to grace.and i started blogging here..but look at the bright side, i stopped blogging with myspace and friendster after a couple of months..the fact that i lasted with blogger for over a year is a big miracle already..its not tht i dun wanna blog, i just don't have the time to blog..and when i do have the time, i don't have anything to blog about. but luckily today though, we had merentas desa..translated directly it'll mean cross country, but we only have a distance of about 3++km..as usual, i did the whole route with kom..i think this time we ended up being slower, coz kom(the aspiring photographer, and the one obsessively camwhoring lately, haha) wanted to take pictures of almost every building and thing along the way..like some tourist only la that woman..i mean i saw the pictures, they were good, but seriously, take them while merentas desa is going on??

anyway, had a good time..laughs, and listening to music, and taking pictures..the one sad part is that ermmm, francis is currently in fourth place..but no worries, today's results have officially motivated me and kom to join marching and train the marchers ourselves..i mean debbie is busy with other stuff, and zhi lin has a cast on her leg..capt and co.capt..another co.capt not even marching..so at the mo, yen yen is doing most of the training..so we're gonna go help..honestly i saw those marchers during house practice on tuesday..they, i hate to this but, SUCK!!i mean, i could've sworn , we were way better by this time last year..so anyway, i talked to my sis earlier, and she gave me some tactics on how to make them work better, and actually make them wanna come to practices..why she would do that i wonder, coz that woman was in clare..but i ain't complaining. and then there's house decp..which by far francis ahve won every year..so aren't gonna give it up this year..specially not to those hermines..(haha, kom:urine suits them better).. And kom is incharge summore..that art freak can do this..i'm gonna help, so thats our two biggest strategy this year..get points with marching, hse deco and mascot(which is also under hse deco)..coz the thing is, we dont have much athletes in francis this year..sorry to say, but its a fact..i mean, if ppl like me, the big bum, is in francis..X]

it happened it tuition again today..nirmala, actually thinks i'm working hard this year, and she said i was smart!!i mean, me..the girl who can only do maths and nothing else..i think because of the math factor, i can survive physics, and chem even..but honestly, biology is not for me..maybe i should've dropped it..i dunno la..all i know is, i'm taking all the science for spm and accounts too..soo, i really have to buck up and get my butt studying..this means, i have to get a move on accounts..i havent even started on the form 5 syllabus..shit, i'm scrwed..i've given my self till after sports day, to sit and fool around..and after that its gonna be nerd me..does anyone fell deja vu reading the nerd part..coz if you do, i dont blame you..because i'm pretty sure i said that before..haii, after sports day..its spm...no fooling around..

my parents are going to india tmr..how the hell am i gonna survive without them for a week??

petite.

ok, while everyone else were out with their boyfriends and girlfriends, and fiancees, fiances, husbands, wifes, and every other possible relation one could have with another in that way..i was...IN SCHOOL...doing addmaths, and biology and learning bm sastera..i would've done english lit too, but pn.sabina was with the SEA Forensics girls..soo, instead of 2periods of eng lit, i did, more addmaths..tuition homework..i mean, nirmala just said on thursday, that i've been working hard this year, i am not going to spoil that reputation for myself..

so anyway, what i'm trying to say, valentines day was pretty much like all other days for me..but anyway, Happy Valentines Day, too all those who celebrate..i hope you had a great day today.

Actually mine was pretty different, because today was ms.petite's birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDZENDA!!

Lisha planned a surprise thing for her..was texting her last night making plans..jia en bought the cake..so during recess, lisha brought idz down, and the rest of us, kom, grace, jess, jas, jia en, chhavi and me, lit the cake and all in class..but lisha gave us no warning, so when idz came in, we just kinda starred at her..then good old grace, started singing 'happy birthday' and we all joined in..she was like, 'ohmygod, you guys'..and started scolding lisha for lying to her..haha, funny girl la that one..so ya, we ate cake..then idz, lisha and jia en taking pictures..me and jas joined them..thing is, most of it is in jia en's cam..i didnt bring a cam..just my phone..got la some in there..like these ones..

her cake.dunno who posing behind..

when she came to class, and while we sang for her..

with the birthday girl..

stuffing cake in her mouth.

she wanted to look tall..then she realised that it probably looked fake..

took one with grace too..dang it, i look soo dark next to her..that's her signature pose now.X]

the funny thing is, we had to clean the hall today..you see, i had to clean the hall on my birthday day(yea!!i'm seventeen) and now idz has to clean it on her birthday..not that we did much..just moved a couple tables here and there..while others swept a little..and then we tried shuffling on stage..none of us can do it..sang love bug, with aarti and lisha..forgot the lyrics..sorry jonas brothers..i remember it now..

ohh and guess what??i've taken a liking to japanese songs now..actually, only of one band..you know i mentioned i started watching hana yori dango(i finished watching it.. :]) well, the lead guy, matsumoto jun, is in a band called arashi, so i started listening to some songs, and after a while i just started listening to more, before i know it, i'm really into them..kim its all your fault.. But their songs are really good..i have no idea what any of them mean, but the musics good..

arashi.clockwise(l-r)nino, aiba, jun, ohno and sho.

no worries though..mcfly, jonas brothers, elliot minor, paramore, stiff dylans..they all still top my list..arashi are just an addition to that list..

anyway, time to go work hard..haha..chiao..

grammy.

The 51st Annual Grammy Awards has come and gone. And I really thought the Jonas Brothers were gonna win Best new artist, but unfortunately adele took it home with her, after singing that really weird song called chasing pavements(i keep thinking chasing cars..haha).. honestly, i didnt even know such a song existed until i watched the grammy's on monday.

anyway, the jonas brothers still performed and it was super great..they performed burnin up and did a rendition of superstitious by stevie wonder, with stevie wonder..Oh and did i mention, joe looked super freaking hot!!..

On the red carpet he was wearing this suit that looked really good on him. And then later for the performance he changed into an off-red(not pink..) t-shirt and vest and looked even better. Ahhh, i was practically glued to the tv when they came on stage..my mom thought i was mad..




doesn't he look good..doesn't he, doesnt he?? and their performance..



okay, i've got school tomorrow..i better go to bed before amma comes after me..

nosehigh.

i had one heck of a day..super fun and also tiring but totally worth it..i'm gonna miss those japs la..though i only talked to like 2 of them..haha..

anyway, let me begin from the beginning.

Today, 5th of February 2009, was the day the students of Nose High School, Osaka, Japan, met with the girls of Assunta Secondary School, Malaysia. They came at about 8.30 in the morning. Immediately after they came, we went to the canteen to have breakfast and meet one another. Mr Kanami Nakamura didnt come, so I was partnered with Oonishi Hiroki instead, Aina's partner. Aina had to go of for mssd, and so, ya i took over for her. I went over to Oonishi and said hello, introduced myself, tried to explain to him that Aina was somewhere else and i'm just stepping in for her. I can pretty much tell you he didn't understand anything but the hello part. After breakfast brought them to the hall. There i got Oonishi to sit in his chair. All the speeches were read. They brought a translator and photographer along as well. After the speech was the multimedia presentations which i didnt get to see coz i was backstage getting ready for my dance. Then it was the indian mock wedding. Shereen and Kim got married, HAHA!! Then it was our dance. I think we did ok. The clapped along with the music while we danced, so that was good. Then the japs performed a hip hop dance, and showed a karate demonstration. After that, thought the dandhiya dance to the japs(stick dance) and did it with them. While this happened, i was running around helping set the tables for lunch. Then finally i go back in, and it was time for the Japanese to put their show. It was good. We had to shout out words along with the song and all. And they were all wearing this kimono like jackets thingies, and they gave it to us, once the dance was finished. Then we did henna art on their hands. Aina was back by then, so she wrote oonishi on his hand, and he wrote our names in japanese for both us. so i have a japanese meenu on my hand now. We taught him how to play congkak. Aina played against him, and he won..! We had joined Idz and her partner at that time. So then, they thought us how to make origami. We made birds. A big one, and a small one. Then it was lunch, and after lunch we went to klcc.

For the klcc trip, since my partner wasnt coming, at first i wasnt able to go. But then kavin said she didnt want to go, and so i went in her place. And this time, my partner was Riko Sakamoto. She is damn kawaii..haha pretty, or is it cute..And I got along with her better. I sat next to her on the bus ride to klcc. Didnt talk much, coz well, i didnt know what to say. I tried my best to make small talk. I know a bit about japanese music, their bands and all, so i tried to talk about that. From klcc, we took the LRT to Pasar Seni. They didnt really like central market very much, so we went to Petaling Street next. And thats when we realised they were serious shopaholics. They stopped at almost every shop. And they bought so many wallets and bags and all. Except for Koms partner, sumida, that girl just walked along next to kom the whole time. She was more of a tomboy..me and kom we made small talk with her..she plays baseball apparently. She helped me and kom pick out shades at one shop. Technically she just said everything we tried was nice. We had to meet back at klcc at 5, so we took The LRT back to klcc. From there we went to saloma theater for dinner. more like pre dinner, coz we ate at 6. But that was fun. We took so many pictures there. I sat next to Riko again. I was gonna sit next to kom, but she called me to go sit next to her, so i sat next to her. Kom as usual being the joker, along with me, lisha, hui hui and afiqah, made jokes and kept the laughter flowing. The food was good. The japs cannot take spicy food at all. Lisha's partner, practically hyperventilated after eating one bean that, was actually pretty spicy even for the rest of us malaysians..And we exchanged email addresses..and she gave me this book, and she wrote about japan in there. The famous bands, models and actresse..about the culture.. Ahh, she was soo nice to me. and when we were leaving, i hugged her goodbye, and then when we were walking out, she actually waited for me and all. And I took a picture with the photographer guy, he was always coming over and asking us to pose for him, so i wanted to take one with him. and he gave me one of his dslr, and we posed with the camera..haha..

then we boarded the bus, and it was back to school. the japs were going to their hotel in another bus..they'll be going to melaka tmr, and then batu caves, another trip to klcc, and they'll be going home to osaka, japan.haii, i'm gonna miss riko la..that girl damn nice wei..

anyway, pictures.. X]

Doing the dandhiya.

them performing.

this one was funny.

he wrote meenu in japanese.

with our henna tattoos.my hand is upside down.the wordings are the other way.

jas's partner kishi teaching her to do the origami.i didnt take a picture of mine.

meeting riko in the bus.

petaling street.we were melting.

back at klcc.whole of group 7.

aina and oonishi..crap i blinked.

i took alot of pictures with riko.this one at saloma theater while waiting for food.

we were still waiting when we decided to take a group shot.

after dinner.we took lots and lots of pictures.

with our shades from petaling street.

this was on timer.we were on the floor laughing, but pulled ourselves together in time.and its nice with the blur at the back, fully focused on us.

they suddenly came up to us and asked if they could take a picture with us.

another two girls, and jas came too..

another one with riko.

grace complained that i didnt take any with her so we took this.but its shaky.

he asked almost everyone to pose for his camera, so i wanted to take one with him.

well, its late, school tomorrow, gotta hit the bed..night everybody.

february.

Happy February..!!

Crap.its the second month of 2009

I'm this much closer to spm

I honestly feel like i'm getting lazier as i get older.

Ah well, the sooner I get this over with the better.

bring it on, i'm ready for it all.

spm who cares..its just 3 more subjects than pmr.

i aced that, i can ace this too.i hope..

anyway, Happy February.