heartbreak.

guess what today was..SPORTS DAY!!and i'm not one bit happy about it at all.thx alot band members..you screwed it up for us two times.and francis ppl, i know la you all got semangat, but why cheer so loud until we can't hear our captains command?i feel like i screwed up big time.. so much for a bling huh? but wait, we did get our bling.we kinda just borrowed it to clare and hermine. we'll be getting it back next year.

i know.i know.i said i won't be marching next year if it was the last thing i do.but if you were in my place, you'd say that you want to march again as well.i mean after all the hard work..going two shades darker.. getting screamed at by the marching seniors..having all the fun any 16 year old could have.. getting to know all those form 5's i hardly even knew till marching practice started..getting to know all the form 4's i didnt even know existed..getting so close to them.. skipping classes for practices..staying back after school..after all that, when you find out you didnt win..it is the most heartbreaking thing..i thought i wouldn't cry, but the moment they announced hermine as the runners up, and clare is the winners, tears just started pouring out.. and i wasnt the only one..everyone cried i tell you..especially the form 5's..they couldnt smell victory last year coz of something stupid and this year coz the rest of us screwed up..and seeing theresa crying there practically falling, thats when i decided, we're doing it again next year..and this time we are doing it right and we're gonna win the freaking bling man..if not for us, for all those form 5's who were soo determined to win this year..ahhhhhh, this is sooo depressing.

but with the bad times come the good.after all the crying and consoling, we managed to pull it together and stuck to the plan and went out for lunch together.after packing up in 5A1 where we got dressed and everything..we walked to gate c and the plan was to go to A&W..so thats where we went..ppl on the road would have thought we were some lunatics or sumthin..we were marching on the road!!single file, tabik, belok ke kiri..everything we learnt, you name it..we did it..it was as if we never lost.actually, we know we didnt..we just dont have a medal to prove it. haha..after all the marching on the streets, we got to A&W and guess what??the rest of half the school decided to go there and it was soooo crowded..so we took a turn and went to mcd's at amcorp..it was crowded there as well, but we were all so tired and just wanted to sit and pig out, that we just went in and took separate tables.and theresa being the nicest captain anyone could ever be, didnt let us pay for the food even though we didnt win for her..i can't believe that fella la..at least if we had won i would understand, but we didnt..and yet she gave us a treat..now you see why i say she's the best marching captain out of all the other captains??she was the only one who never screamed or even raised her voice at us..while all the other house marchers had to do punishment when they went wrong at one tiny thing, we got away with just a 'please do it properly this time ppl' from theresa..but we had a good time at mcd's..all the fun and laughing and joking around..and theresa being the mom of the crew..kom asking her where our daddy is??and she answering that she'll get married soon to give us one..and kom going, so we're adopted?!and then taking pictures on the escalator. the dramatic goodbye scene when theresa, her sister, debbie, her sister and zi lynn had to leave..

that was funny..and embarassing..theresa being the 'mom' was going make sure you call me when you get home okay..and then grace, kom and me were standing there looking all sad and saying that our mom was leaving us..and theresa still going,'i'm serious ppl, call me ok when you get back'..and then kom did the most stupidest thing anyone could do in the mall..she went down on her knees and started saying theresa don't go...and grace and i, being the idiots we are, started saying the same thing..but we weren't kneeling k..that was something..ahh, i'm gonna miss seeing the capt(a.k.a mom) every morning now..no more morning marching practice remember..

and all the others as well..nazira..she was crying so hard earlier..and she came to us and told us that we all had to march next year and win, coz she was coming on next years sports day..then she said that we all better march next year.and theresa said that she was sure that all of us will definitely march next year, and guess what she was right, coz we are...right grace??and everyone else who is a francis marcher and reading this?

okla..enough about the whole marching thing..i just wanna forget about it..not the fun parts, just the part where we didnt win..its back to normal school life for now..shit,homework...