pissed.

i've been soo annoyed with one specific person lately..

and the annoying-ness seems to be increasing by the day..

but the problem is, everyone seems to like this person..

soo putting to light my annoying-ness on this person would make it seem like i'm being an intolerable brat..

so as usual, i'll keep my mouth shut..

except for this short, tiny post..

=)

pass.

finally done with t2..

first of all i regret not praying soo much like jia li and asking for more calculation questions..

coz i ended up with 85% theory..

but on the other hand, i'm grateful i passed..

another 70 range result..

thats 2 down, 3 to go for this semester.

suddenly there seems to be more leng chai's around the sunway campus..

me and jia li have been enjoying all the people watching for the past 2 days.

must be the march intake newbies..

and athena ashwene is in sunway too!!

she's doing the american degree transfer program..

and apparently sonia lee is running for student council..

athena told me..

haha..

the usual sonia going for maximum authority..

technically i should be studying now..

pt's for t3, t4 and t5 next week..

but i'll start tmr..

*is suddenly really into the blackberry, coz two of her friends suddenly have it*

familiar.

today was one of those days where i got to chat with some old familiar faces..

sunway had its march intake orientation today..

and JESSICA WONG has enrolled..

she texted me, and i went to see her after her orientation thing finished..

we were both reminiscing our 7A's and talked for abit..

she applied for the entrance scholarship also..

then she had to leave..

but we made lunch plans..

dunno when but soon..

now grace has to join taylor's lakeside, and the 3 of us can do our lunch date like we planned way back in one of the moral classes..

sat in class after that and watched jed teaching chitra and henrietta..

while celine kept interrupting.. =D

anusha's boyfriend suddenly came and sat with her in our class..

then i went and joined jasmine in the library..

we completed our ms presentation..

now we just have to present it tmr, and we'll be done.

at 5.30, while i was waiting for my mom..

heard prabha's voice, turned around and saw him yelling to his friend standing in the 2nd floor above the foyer..

he was going on about some bio test, asking what that guy got..

looked up and saw a very good looking guy yelling back to prabha, that he got very low..

then his friend went somewhere and prabha finally realised i was standing there and said hi..

ended up talking crap with him, as usual..

he failed his driving test the first time, and had to retake it..

HAHA!!

i passed it first time yo..

while talking to him, i was thinking, i should hang with prabha more, then maybe i can get to know his good looking friend.. X]

then he went back..

giving me a cheeky smile, while his father got out of the drivers seat and let prabha drive back..

then my mom finally came, i got in the car, and ...

my mom asked me if i had my license with me..

and i quickly looked at the front screen, and saw the P sticker there, waiting for me to get on on the drivers side and drive.

i literally yelled YES!!

switched places with amma, and i drove back..

automatic cars are awesome..

no freaking clutch to worry about..

the roads were kinda traffic-fied, but i was alright, i didnt bang any car, and no one horned at me, and my mom didnt make that many complaints or comments..

=)

and jia li ordered hey!say!jump's new single for me off yesasia.com

and arashi's new single troublemaker also..

its actually quite reasonable, the price..

and she didnt mind, coz if you buy over a certain limit its free shipping..

and shipping costs quite a bit..

so in about 3 weeks, i'll have my first 2 japanese cd's..

and the plan is still on..

that me, jia li and bastiah(so far, hopefully the others join us also) make a trip to korea and japan after our acca..

but jia li might go this june itself..

chitra also..

and my parents wont even say yes to me for a trip to singapore with my friends..

but 3 years from now, hopefully they wont be as protective and strict and lemme go on a trip around the world with my friends..

i say around the world coz we wanna go to europe as well..germany and uk!!

i've already started saving..

now i just have to make sure i dont spend it on too many cd's and clothes and all..

i might be able to convince my parents to pay for my airfare and accommodation, but spending money, i need lots.. =)

anyway, i better go eat lunch, then read t2 before sleeping..

exam this saturday.

shit.

news.

amidst all the other stuff going on last week..

i completely forgot to mention the good news..

i have my driver's license!!

and i would elaborate on my test day, but seriously i was a terrified, nervous wreck that day, so i'd rather not..

and anyone else going for your test anytime soon, please pray that you are one of the first ones up..

coz i was the last person on my test day, and the jpj guy was in a shit mood i tell you.

and i understand why, i mean if i had to sit through all the inexperienced drivers the whole day, i would get pissed also..

but had he failed me, i would probably be dissing him right now..

haha..

and about my cat exam, it got postponed..

acca(uk) punya server was down, so its this saturday instead..

in a way i'm glad, more time to study, but also annoyed coz i just wanted get it over with..

right now, i'm aching all over, coz jia li thought me and chitra some pilates moves, and i tried em..

the pain!!!

but whatever, must lose weight..

and my jaw kinda hurts also, from all the laughing that we did today..

ms.celine was super high..

so was i, coz i was high in hey say jump spirit..

and jia li high on tvxq..

anusha high coz she aced her mock driving test today..

bastiah high on jang gon sook..

because of us, chitra kinda got high also..

and while eating lunch at pink, laughing over korean music videos and drama..

cat wouldn't be all that bad if i can go on with this group of friends..

anyway, congratulations to all spm 2009 students..

one way or another everyone did well..

found out today that i am actually eligible for the jeffrey cheah scholarship.. =D

and in about 3 weeks, i just might be the owner of the new hey!say!jump single.. =D

seven.

i keep asking myself, why do i have to be such an imbalanced scale..

on one side i can get A+ for subjects like maths, addmaths and english..

but on the other side i get stupid B+'s for bio, hist and bm..

why can't i be on par with everything..

why couldn't those A+'s be just A's and the B+'s be an A-..

why, why, why..

right now, i feel very stupid, because i seemed to have done the worst out of all my friends, old and new..

the only bright side to my results, my A in accounts..

after 7months of cramming 2 years worth of syllabus(i even failed my trials, goddamit, and started freaking out with my sister aka my acc's teacher), an A is more than what i would have asked for..

but with bio, hist and bm, i studies for 2 whole years, and yet i got a B+..

and to think i was only one bloody grade away..

I AM REALLLY VERY ANNOYED AT MYSELF!!!

which brings me back to WHY????

why am i only good at calculative things??

but after ample support from my deardear family and friends, i have decided to move on.

but honestly speaking, i think i have cried enough for the whole year..

the fact that everyone was being soo understanding, and not scolding me because i screwed up, made me cry even more.

the point is though, i have what i need to go on my chosen career.

i just have to accept the fact that i can only be good at one thing, and that science just isn't the thing for me.

and another bright side to results..

i dont have to sit for t1, coz i have my A in accounts..

and i just might be able to be exempted from csb1 coz i have an A1 in my 1119(GCE-O)..

so now my goal is to show everyone, who might've been talking behind my back that i can do it, by ace-ing my cat and then acca with flying colours.

after all its the only thing that i seem to be good at..

anyway, sayonara for now.

=)

eventful.

according to my dad, next week will be a very eventful week for me.

according to me, it'll be one of the most stressful weeks yet..

on monday, 8th, i have my driving exam.

on thursday, 11th, spm results are coming out.

on saturday, 13th, my t1 and t2 cat exam.

but hopefully(crossing my fingers, toes and everything else i can cross) i will get my A for accounts and i can be exempted from t1.

i am freaking out more and more by the minute.

yest when i went to klang, my aunt was all, meenu will get 10A's for sure one, i guarantee..

but only i know how badly i did.

and i blame no one else but myself.

*starts praying for like the 20th time today*